You are much more than a memory
You are something profound
that I lost
You did not slip away
but were ripped from me
You will say I was disdainful
and you are right
but I never meant for you to go
I was upset – that’s all
I wish I could take away the pain
I’m so sorry that I hurt you
The two men in my life who I 
Loved the most
adored you, fantasized about you
took me for granted 
I now know that I was angry
at them, not you
They have turned my life 
inside out and upside down
with you I would have been
Serene
Ecstatic
Calm
High
as 
a kite
You are a friend like no other I have found
I miss you