What if it’s all
a lie
everything I ever hoped
for, wanted
my belief in the higher beauty
sweetness that makes you
want to cry
What if that is
something that humans cannot
be or understand
because we are lost
to ourselves and even when
we try we are
still lost to
ourselves
This lack of faith
will not last for
too long
but my insides
ache, I wish
long to drop down
fall into that space
called heaven
on earth
What if I am just
a whisper, a lost sound
longing to return
